#122972 - I'm glad I can share these events with you as they happen as it's turning me on even more knowing that people are reading this and you know as well as they do what a sad wanker I am too- I hope none of my friends find this diary though as for the time being there's only Stacey who knows the truth. I daren't play with my pecker though just in case they call earlier than expected and I'm SO EXCITED about being able to play with myself as I listen to them shagging on the phone! I can't believe how much of a sad little perv I turned out to be but I'm turned on and horny than ever in my life. I'm dreading finding out tomorrow exactly how fucked up my life actually is and who heard me embarassing myself as I cummed for my love down the phone.